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What was your first gay male experience?

09.06.2025 00:29

What was your first gay male experience?

We get into his car and he starts driving, I'm nervous but to drunk to really care, I assume we're going to his place. He drives for a few minutes taking some random turns, I have no idea where we are just looks like an abandoned/destroyed industrial area. He turns of the car and tells me to get out. He gets out the car and pulls his cock out and starts stroking it as he walks towards me.

As the night was drawing to an end and people where drifting off I felt incredibly horny and decided that it was a good time to finally hit up one of the crusing spots I had heard about (a car park near Newcastle arena if your interested) I stumbled down there not really knowing what to expect.

To this day I've not told anyone I know about this encounter and my wife thinks I've been faithful to her our whole relationship (not the case 3 guys and 2 girls but not fir a good number of years) I still get the urge to head to the spot again but my morals get the better of me, maybe I just need to get that drunk again.

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

He gets in the car and then locks the doors and starts the engine, I try and get in but he just drives off with my clothes still in. I'm left naked in the middle of nowhere, cum leaking out my ass. I can tell from what I can see on the other side of the rive I'm not to far from the centre of town and my uni digs and hope that I can get home with out being seen. Not knowing where to go in head in the direction the car took after a few minutes following this lane I'm at a round about and in the middle are my clothes. I run over grab them and put them on, thankfully only one taxi goes past. I then walk home with cum still in my ass. I climb into bed next to my girlfriend with out cleaning up, I kust strip off and put on my pjs and cuddle in. She stirs and ask if I had a good night and I tell her it's been one of the best nights I've had, as I feel my pjs getting damp from the cum leaking out my ass

It was October and I had successfully tried out for my university cricket team and was on my first social hitting the local bars/clubs and completing some gazing challenges. Most drinks related but also some nudity based ones. The night was good fun and I was suitably drunk, which for me means a real lose of inhibitions and morals, I'd already kissed a couple of girls that night (and maybe a bit more).

I do as he asks he come up behind me and spreads my feet wide and spits on his hand and rubs it into my arse hole. (I was and anal virgin bit I had played with it myself so I wasn't crazy tight and knew to relax) He pushes in a finger then 2 and starts stretching me out. When felt I was ready he pulled out his fingers and pressed the head of his erect cock against my arsehole and a lies firm steady pressure until it pushes in. My hands clench at the feeling and I moan a deep primal noise. He then proceeds to fuck me building up the pace slowly till he is really railing me with the occasional ass slap (which I loved).

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After a while i come up for breath and look around and see 3 other guys standing above the stairwell looking down and wanking which I find crazy hot. The chav notices them to and is less excited by it. He asks if I want to go somewhere more private. I'm disappointed as I really enjoyed knowing that these guys where watching but I reluctantly agree. He puts his cock away and stands up beckoning me to follow.

He then commands me to strip, which I do unquestioningly for some unbeknown reason. He picks up my clothes and puts them in his car. He then beckons me to kneel down and again I do and he proceeds to put his cock in my mouth and fucks my throat causing me to gag quite a lot, it's not really pleasant but I really enjoyed the feeling of being used. He then gets me to stand up again and tells me to bend over the bonnet of his car.

After a few seconds I get an uncontrollable urge and put it in my mouth tasting his musky manhood I don't know what I'm doing so just work my tongue around it and bob my head up and down andi must be doing something right as he starts moaning and puts his hand on my head controlling the tempos and depth with which my head moves.

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This happened in my second year of university. I had been going out with my girlfriend, now wife for nearly a year. But had always been curious about my sexuality, and I often used sites to chat with gay/bi men or looking into local cruising spots but always bottled actually meeting or going, until this night.

I walked into the car park and there was VW polo waiting as I got closer he flashed his lights and I waved. A chav got out the car and walked over I spotted a stairwell that I thought would be a good place to go and he follows me there.he takes a seat on the top step and I'm lower down. He pulls out this gorgeous cock and I can't help but start stroking it relishing the feeling of touching another man's cock for the first time. It feels new, exciting but also strangely familiar.

Then he starts grunting and moaning and I know what coming next and I feel him shoot his thick warm load inside of me, what a feeling. After his cock has finished pumping inside me he pulls out, and I slide off the bonnet loving the feeling of being completely used. He presents his cock in my face and I suck it clean enjoying the new taste of his dick, his cum and my ass. He then slaps me across the face with his dick and calls me a good slut and says he's going to get some tissues from the car to clean me up

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